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June 27

道不行,乘桴浮于海

此语出自《论语?公冶长》,全文是:“子曰:‘道不行,乘桴浮于海。从我者,其由与?’子路闻之喜。子曰:‘由也好勇过我,无所取材。’” 有人认为,这句话“表明孔子没有坚决入世、不退缩的勇气”。钱穆的《桴楼闲话》的桴也取孔夫子之意,消极避世也。 只可惜,我也是这个意思,哎!同是天涯缩头龟啊!我说不清什么,我就是觉得我是消极的,凡事皆处于被动,遇事不敢正面去面对,缺乏责任感,我一直在逃避,可我记得我以前好象不是这样的,可我什么时候变成这样呢? 是啊?蓦然发现我已蜕变了好多,曾经那个天不怕地不怕的我哪去了?曾经飞扬跋扈的我哪去了呢?我不服输的性格、我不甘人后的想法都哪去了呢?这一切的一切都在不知不觉中一点点的逝去了,我只能眼睁睁的看着她们离开,试图的挽留只是徒劳。这就象在太空中一个人的太空服破了个没察觉的洞,气体,在浑然不觉中一丝丝的泄露,直至呼吸困难才发觉,但那时已身体缺氧而年有力气,想做任何补救都已无能为力,只能放任她们一点点流失,直至气体消失殆尽,体内压强将自己撑破,七窍流血而死。我觉得这样下去,总有一天我体内某些东西终究也会将我撑破! 一点点的还在蜕变下去,今时往日的我之间陌生感也越来越重。我不知道谁改变了这些,我只觉得是我自己一刀刀将自己过去砍去的,因此现在我回忆那时的我时,我总觉得我在祭奠些什么。

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